Tuesday, March 25, 2003

it had been a fine day. hmmm, but rather slack lo. but not i wanted it one lo. i had to bring three lobsters over to hu cui at taka, den when i came back, everyone looked at me like i took my own time. den i had to go shit, but i had to shit ma, urgent. heh, don know la. sometimes although u may tell yurself that u don care wat pp think, but its just those mouths that u cant stop. they just affect u, affect the pp u care, affect yur life. wish they would burn in hell for wagging their tongues.

todae's ben bday lo. don rilly know ma, didnt ask the last time. so like don have cake for him and stuff lidat lo. hmmm, feel rather bad la, coz he always organise stuff lidat ma. happy bday, ben. yur wish will come true, wish for me too, if u got a spare candle, k? u know wat i wan, heh.

actually, i think bdays suxs lo. i don rilly like pp celebrating it for me, in a way i means i have to celebrate for them and it means money. not that i'm a scooge, but every other dae means every other fren having a bday, u cant rilly cover everyone. for 18 years of my life, i can count the presents i have had in my life. think i had a remote control car when i was 10. money don count as presents. that was like primary 3 lidat. den the next present came durin jc1, heh, maybe some other presents came during that period, but don think they were significant. there were many presents for my seventeen bday. coz it was in a middle of chalet, of primary school frens. i had a pair of ankle socks, heh, a pair of joe boxers, i have marisa and edina to thank for that. next was a face towel with a very nice print, from my then-crush, huiying, she was oso from my primary school. i was rilly happy to get that gift lo, and a card too. next was from lihui, a kenny clay figuriure. den i had a stussy shirt from kaiying and friends. it was truly the best bday for me lo. though i may not like pp to waste time and money over insignificant me, but its nice to be in the lime light once in a blue moon. the last present i got was a puzzle of two cats from my ex, not to mention lots of hugs and kisses too, heh, but its hurting to remember, so i don always try to remember. i wonder wat will i have for my next bday. hope it will be a nice day with old frens and stuff.

tml i have to work early, may be watching kangaroo jack. hope its funny. hair a teeny wee long liao, was thinking of cutting todae, but absentmindedly got up 14 instead of 65 at orchard, never mind la. no one notices anyway. the war is on liao. it doesnt seem to be affecting singapore, maybe affecting gp students, poor thing. but still hope things lidat end soon lo. not nice fighting and pp getting hurt in the process. the news yesterdae toked abt a mother wanting bush to help get her son back, who is held captive in iraq. heh. i can remember one slogan in newsweek 'we need trees, not bushes'. haha. that guy is a nutcase lo. selfish. but still it may be for a gd cause if it ends soon.

k la, enuff said, me going to makan or wat lo. nothing much to do tonight. but got lots of things in my mind. love u.

peace out \/

just thankful to be alive - bert
gilbert at 3:13 AM [comment]

{I hear voices, voices only half as humane as mine..}